...Because of so many disturbances, my memory of this dream is really patchy to say the least.
Part of it was waiting in a huge line to go into an interior decorating/furnishing store. I went in and found a strange plush chair in fiery plaidish fabric that could fold into a footrest/plush stool, or fold up into a backed chair. (It was really neat, I should draw it.)
There was a guy that was following me around also looking at the store (Seems like earlier in the week I had another dream about wandering one of these stores and having a guy follow me too. But it was a different guy.)
A biiig scary lady with bad makeup suddenly approached me all "Are you buying?? D<" I was like "...Um... I'm actually interested in becoming a designer."
She looked really irritated about that, like it made her want to kick me out even more, but couldn't because of it. My memory is muddled about the rest of this dream as I was 'guided' around the store feeling really uncomfortable with how pissed off this lady was. Then I left the store with the guy following me like a lost puppy dog.
I ended up walking through a 'mall' that had no roof, so it was snowing.
There was another dream, even more muddled.
But I was in a snowy town/village. Almost siberian feeling. Dirty white-washed houses with paint chipping off from the snow. Little alleyways. Almost felt like a fishing market village but in the mountain.
I was with a group of people, though only one or two other people were with me at the time.
I was trying to barter a map or something off this scary dirty old guy but having complications.
...That's all I remember.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Deep Sea Diving
Something about my cousins, Jackie and Lauren, and my aunt, being at a... passport check type place.
Only my cousin Jackie was getting in a clunky space suit-type thing and diving into a tank of eels, rays, and other fishy things.
Suddenly something was happening and I had to fish the bad eels and other stuff away from a single blue ray to help my cousin.
...
Then woke up all groggy from sleep medicine.
Only my cousin Jackie was getting in a clunky space suit-type thing and diving into a tank of eels, rays, and other fishy things.
Suddenly something was happening and I had to fish the bad eels and other stuff away from a single blue ray to help my cousin.
...
Then woke up all groggy from sleep medicine.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
No pepper then
I was working/living somewhere like Xanterra in Zion National park. I had a free weekend, so I headed into town to pick up some lunch... which turned into dinner. I was skateboarding (lol whut??) through the busy roads, and ended up at a McDonalds, went "BLEAH, I didn't mean to end up here, and there's better places to eat just a ways away." And then I went outside. I was headed towards another fastfood, when I spotted an old restaraunt. I headed in and was seated at a table with a girl just a few years younger than me. Turns out she was the owners daughter.
The owner came over and was talking to us, and began flirting with me. He was surprised to learn I was older than I looked, I ordered a bacon cheeseburger, and then suddenly it was night outside.
Then suddenly it was the next morning, I had like... slept over or something... was joking around with the daughter and her boyfriend while I was putting stuff in my pack. There was a pair of panties that I had been given by the restaraunt owner. They were black and sparkly purple striped with an embroidered design on one corner.
Suddenly as I was getting ready to head back to work/home, The owner crept up behind me and whispered affectionately in my ear while handing me a soft purple lunchsack with food in it for lunch later that day, saying thanks and that I could keep the sack over the weekend.
Then I woke up to my legs being crushed by my cat.
The owner came over and was talking to us, and began flirting with me. He was surprised to learn I was older than I looked, I ordered a bacon cheeseburger, and then suddenly it was night outside.
Then suddenly it was the next morning, I had like... slept over or something... was joking around with the daughter and her boyfriend while I was putting stuff in my pack. There was a pair of panties that I had been given by the restaraunt owner. They were black and sparkly purple striped with an embroidered design on one corner.
Suddenly as I was getting ready to head back to work/home, The owner crept up behind me and whispered affectionately in my ear while handing me a soft purple lunchsack with food in it for lunch later that day, saying thanks and that I could keep the sack over the weekend.
Then I woke up to my legs being crushed by my cat.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
"Sometimes nothing needs to be said."
First off, Dreamt about being in England with my family. There was a really annoying cycling group that left bikes everywhere to be picked up. Family went into a cheese shop, and suddenly I had a bicycle that was missing it's back tire. My parents just stole a replacement off a nearby one (I was yelling at them, not happy about that at all), and later I saw a girl riding the one we'd taken the tire from with an obvious replacement.
Then I was at a hotel with a group of people my age. Room 213. I was in a weird little box (think lunchbox) with a shower. I left the box and sat on a sofa after walking around to see what everyone else was up to.
There were older ladies wandering around to make sure none of the people had problems with our rooms, and I mentioned that trying to sleep under a leaky shower would be really unpleasant to one that stopped to talk to me.
Then I was just sitting there kinda 'people-watching' when a guy sitting across the hallway with a grass of sorts in his hands approached. There was another girl on the couch, he spoke with her first, and was kind of ignored. He then approached me and I spoke with him, trying to be friendly. He spoke in prose/rhyme. He suddenly grabbed my wrist and made a grass bracelet around it, saying something to the effect of "You and I both have a wish, and when this breaks it will come true."
We became very close after that, and he ended up talking me into going across the street to another hotel with a church of sorts in it with a group of two or three other girls to come along with me.
Inside the entrance to the church there were pink or blue candles for people to use inside the chapel as an offering. The guy went ahead, leaving us girls standing there confused. Apparently there was some sort of chicken meat or the likes to use as part of the offering too, but we were so lost and overwhelmed that we just left through the way we came, passing Obama holding two giant (but friendly) oxen in the hallway.
Once outside, we were laughing and dashing back towards our hotel, and I could see the numbers 213 on an actual room door rather than a lunch-box room through a window we passed. There was a whiteboard on the door and I knew that other girls in the room had scribbled my name on it to let me know I was supposed to be in there too.
Then I was at a hotel with a group of people my age. Room 213. I was in a weird little box (think lunchbox) with a shower. I left the box and sat on a sofa after walking around to see what everyone else was up to.
There were older ladies wandering around to make sure none of the people had problems with our rooms, and I mentioned that trying to sleep under a leaky shower would be really unpleasant to one that stopped to talk to me.
Then I was just sitting there kinda 'people-watching' when a guy sitting across the hallway with a grass of sorts in his hands approached. There was another girl on the couch, he spoke with her first, and was kind of ignored. He then approached me and I spoke with him, trying to be friendly. He spoke in prose/rhyme. He suddenly grabbed my wrist and made a grass bracelet around it, saying something to the effect of "You and I both have a wish, and when this breaks it will come true."
We became very close after that, and he ended up talking me into going across the street to another hotel with a church of sorts in it with a group of two or three other girls to come along with me.
Inside the entrance to the church there were pink or blue candles for people to use inside the chapel as an offering. The guy went ahead, leaving us girls standing there confused. Apparently there was some sort of chicken meat or the likes to use as part of the offering too, but we were so lost and overwhelmed that we just left through the way we came, passing Obama holding two giant (but friendly) oxen in the hallway.
Once outside, we were laughing and dashing back towards our hotel, and I could see the numbers 213 on an actual room door rather than a lunch-box room through a window we passed. There was a whiteboard on the door and I knew that other girls in the room had scribbled my name on it to let me know I was supposed to be in there too.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Kicked Out
Dreamt about staying in a house in an Indian reservation with my parents for a vacation. Suddenly I noticed a note they were going to give me about kicking me out of the house (home, not the vacation place) with five one-dollar bills.
I decided to escape before they could trap me into living how they wanted me to live once I was kicked out, avoiding the letter and the money (which later turned into a $20, out of grudging realization that $5 wouldn't do much... because... yeah... I can live off a $20. e-e ).
My parents were starting to try to chase me down so they could take me back to Utah to turn me out. I remember hiding in spots like behind mobile homes and run down cars... I think there was a guy my age from the reservation trying to help me hide and throw my family off my trail... (seems like before this part of the dream I'd been to a cabin with him and went snowmobiling or something in the snow.)
Woke up really stressed out from the dream. :\
I decided to escape before they could trap me into living how they wanted me to live once I was kicked out, avoiding the letter and the money (which later turned into a $20, out of grudging realization that $5 wouldn't do much... because... yeah... I can live off a $20. e-e ).
My parents were starting to try to chase me down so they could take me back to Utah to turn me out. I remember hiding in spots like behind mobile homes and run down cars... I think there was a guy my age from the reservation trying to help me hide and throw my family off my trail... (seems like before this part of the dream I'd been to a cabin with him and went snowmobiling or something in the snow.)
Woke up really stressed out from the dream. :\
Friday, October 3, 2008
Room mates
So what I can remember of this dream was that I was sharing a room with a Supermodel/Volleyball player. She and her friends were always in and out of the room while I was just trying to sleep.
We also had to share a bed... which was annoying.
One time I was awake and she asked if I had any pink nail polish, so I was rummaging through an orange mesh bag with my cosmetics in it, pulling out other colors... some close to pink... but never having the color she was looking for... though she was looking at some of the ones I suggested.
Then I woke up to someone knocking on my window twice... though there was no one there... (And it wouldn't have been easy for them to run away without me knowing it...)
I'd wondered if I'd just dreamed it. But my kitten came running down the stairs and was staring at the window like she'd heard it too. So... yeah... I dunno.
We also had to share a bed... which was annoying.
One time I was awake and she asked if I had any pink nail polish, so I was rummaging through an orange mesh bag with my cosmetics in it, pulling out other colors... some close to pink... but never having the color she was looking for... though she was looking at some of the ones I suggested.
Then I woke up to someone knocking on my window twice... though there was no one there... (And it wouldn't have been easy for them to run away without me knowing it...)
I'd wondered if I'd just dreamed it. But my kitten came running down the stairs and was staring at the window like she'd heard it too. So... yeah... I dunno.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Steamboat
I don't remember much of this dream since I kept getting woken up by phonecalls. But I do remember being on an old-fashioned type train or steamboat... pretty sure it was the boat... something about grabbing some cleaning supplies out of an old closet. And dealing with unpleasant travel partners or extended family. o-O
Friday, September 26, 2008
Travel
Vague memories of dreaming about traveling through some place like Idaho with people who could turn into animals... one of them could turn into a pegasus.
Then suddenly I was stuck traveling with my family, who were trying to stay in horrible little podunk towns and getting gross food... they said something about thinking that I'd probably want cheese sauce on something... Bleah.
Then suddenly I was stuck traveling with my family, who were trying to stay in horrible little podunk towns and getting gross food... they said something about thinking that I'd probably want cheese sauce on something... Bleah.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Pirates and Zombies...
Yeah... Strange turn in dreams last night and this afternoon when I just CRASHED after work.
Last night: All I remember is being chased around the property of my aunts and uncles (only there was like... a store of some sort too) on my mom's side of the family by children-zombies with glowing eyes.
They left my dad and brother alone because of their physical build (not interested in... their necks? o-O Maybe they're Vampire-Zombie-Children??).
Then I can't remember much about the pirate one I had this afternoon... though I think I was actually a pirate myself.
....
Yeah... these don't really seem to fit into my usual style of dream... Weird.
Last night: All I remember is being chased around the property of my aunts and uncles (only there was like... a store of some sort too) on my mom's side of the family by children-zombies with glowing eyes.
They left my dad and brother alone because of their physical build (not interested in... their necks? o-O Maybe they're Vampire-Zombie-Children??).
Then I can't remember much about the pirate one I had this afternoon... though I think I was actually a pirate myself.
....
Yeah... these don't really seem to fit into my usual style of dream... Weird.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Drive-thrus and Religion
So the part of this dream that I can remember... my parents were trying to figure out how to pull into a McDonalds drive-thru... but it was confusing and unmarked and there was a long line of people standing in the parking lot. Eventually I suggested that line was probably where they wanted to go... of course they blew me off (just like real life.) and tried to do their own thing. After taking MUCH longer than it should have, they finally joined the line.
Then the scene changed.. and I was in a house of some sort with my mom and a bunch of other people. A young boy with short light-colored hair suddenly came up and asked me to help choose some colors from the paint sample swatches he had in his hands. I was supposed to match an olive-green color the best I could with two other colors... one a sort of yellowish color, the other a wine-red. Mom kept trying to burst in and complicate things but I managed to thwart her for the most part... it was annoying though.
After I'd chosen the colors, the boy moved to leave, when I noticed he'd left one of the swatches on the table. I grabbed what I thought was it and went after him, but it turns out I grabbed an empty envelope with my name on it that made me think of it having to do with the church or something.
I managed to grab the swatch and caught up with the boy... he then turned to me after I'd given them to him, and smiled nervously with an eerie 'knowing' look, hesitating to tell me something. I asked him what was up and he replied with something like "...You never had a testimony... it feels strange."
I was shocked at first, then smiled at him, if a bit sadly. "Yes. That's true." I replied.
There was a bit more to the dream after that... but I can't really remember it and ended up being woken up by my phone.
Then the scene changed.. and I was in a house of some sort with my mom and a bunch of other people. A young boy with short light-colored hair suddenly came up and asked me to help choose some colors from the paint sample swatches he had in his hands. I was supposed to match an olive-green color the best I could with two other colors... one a sort of yellowish color, the other a wine-red. Mom kept trying to burst in and complicate things but I managed to thwart her for the most part... it was annoying though.
After I'd chosen the colors, the boy moved to leave, when I noticed he'd left one of the swatches on the table. I grabbed what I thought was it and went after him, but it turns out I grabbed an empty envelope with my name on it that made me think of it having to do with the church or something.
I managed to grab the swatch and caught up with the boy... he then turned to me after I'd given them to him, and smiled nervously with an eerie 'knowing' look, hesitating to tell me something. I asked him what was up and he replied with something like "...You never had a testimony... it feels strange."
I was shocked at first, then smiled at him, if a bit sadly. "Yes. That's true." I replied.
There was a bit more to the dream after that... but I can't really remember it and ended up being woken up by my phone.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Beginning to hate car dreams...
So theres a few different parts to the dream. One part I can't quite tell if it was before or after the nightmare... but I was apparently part of a LARP acting group who was putting on a Victorian-themed story with a group of people that were friends with my cousin Robin. o-O I can't remember much else besides wandering through a huge Victorian mansion.
The other part... Will was driving along a busy highway/freeway when suddenly I looked up and a blue car was barreling down the wrong side of the road towards us, hitting other cars. I hurriedly yelled at Will to move over and the car rushed past us and slammed into the back of a schoolbus. Suddenly the schoolbus was driving alongside of our vehicle... backwards. I looked back at it and saw where the car had gone into the bus it had decapitated a guy that had been on there... And something told me I didn't want Will to see this... thinking he would panic and feeling protective. So I yelled at him to speed up to try and outrace the bus.
Suddenly Will was driving up the concrete side of an overpass. I screamed "What the fuck are you doing???" and he said something about "Taking a one way road" or "one car way". I called him an idiot and told him to stop and back up before we crashed. (The bus part of the dream long-gone) He did... reluctantly and complaining about it the whole time.
Somehow it turned to where I retorted that I was thinking maybe we should break up if he was going to keep doing stuff like this and kept up that attitude. He replied with a "FINE THEN."
Then we were at his house, my family was still coming over for a party of some sort (I can't help but think it was to celebrate our engagement. o-O) We hadn't told anyone that we were breaking up yet because we didn't want to cause problems between our parents... but Will kept criticising me about stuff like not doing the dishes or cooking for the family. I was like "Geez. I've only visited once before!! It would have been awkward!"
Later when we were in the back yard (...though it looked alot like my back yard) I was talking to his mother who asked me to go in and do something in the kitchen, which I did. Will walked through and basically gave me the cold shoulder.
We got in another argument later... then I woke up.
The other part... Will was driving along a busy highway/freeway when suddenly I looked up and a blue car was barreling down the wrong side of the road towards us, hitting other cars. I hurriedly yelled at Will to move over and the car rushed past us and slammed into the back of a schoolbus. Suddenly the schoolbus was driving alongside of our vehicle... backwards. I looked back at it and saw where the car had gone into the bus it had decapitated a guy that had been on there... And something told me I didn't want Will to see this... thinking he would panic and feeling protective. So I yelled at him to speed up to try and outrace the bus.
Suddenly Will was driving up the concrete side of an overpass. I screamed "What the fuck are you doing???" and he said something about "Taking a one way road" or "one car way". I called him an idiot and told him to stop and back up before we crashed. (The bus part of the dream long-gone) He did... reluctantly and complaining about it the whole time.
Somehow it turned to where I retorted that I was thinking maybe we should break up if he was going to keep doing stuff like this and kept up that attitude. He replied with a "FINE THEN."
Then we were at his house, my family was still coming over for a party of some sort (I can't help but think it was to celebrate our engagement. o-O) We hadn't told anyone that we were breaking up yet because we didn't want to cause problems between our parents... but Will kept criticising me about stuff like not doing the dishes or cooking for the family. I was like "Geez. I've only visited once before!! It would have been awkward!"
Later when we were in the back yard (...though it looked alot like my back yard) I was talking to his mother who asked me to go in and do something in the kitchen, which I did. Will walked through and basically gave me the cold shoulder.
We got in another argument later... then I woke up.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Ghosts, desert, moron parents, and monkeybearpeople??
Wandering old house with a really strange and advanced digital camera. I took a picture through a window in the loft of the house and suddenly looked at the image... finding a very strong reflection on the window of children.
Went around the house seeking out the 'ghosts'... only to find an agressive spirit who wanted us out of there.
Suddenly I and whoever I was with were 'reversed'... where we were in the ghost world and the only one who could see us was the agressive spirit. We were at the door of the house when she warned us to get out or we could get hurt. The threat had almost more of a warning feel to it than I thought it should have... and I learned why.
I bumped into someone I 'knew' outside. He was a tall strong man, older, with dark hair. We were talking, I was excited and relieved to find someone like us there... when suddenly he picked me up by the throat, ready to kill me. He was one of them... and the one that the other spirit had warned us about.
I think I somehow got away... then was leading someone else through the house a long time later, but made the stay short. We were tracking a ghost boy with my camera.... he wasn't happy about it.
The dream changed... and I remember being on a desert (sandstone) mountain road with my parents in a large vehicle (like an SUV or truck). The area had the word Angel (I almost want to say 'Angel Mountain" in it's name... but in my mind it was a place like Goblin Valley... yet it was nothing like goblin valley. But I apparently held it with the same level of fondness.
Suddenly we were trying to drive a pedal car down the road and ended up on a foot trail. I was trying to avoid something... creatures or a flash flood. And I stopped for a moment to listen and scout.
Then I was back in the big plastic pedal car, yelling at my parents to knock it off, because they were still headed down the foot-trail, even though it was obvious there was a cliff with roughly made stairs.
The car flipped over with my mom in the front of it several times. She would be miffed at first, but only at the inconvenience. She was still wanting to try to speed down the dangerous trail.
I somehow talked them into turning around, though they were making a big deal of the whole thing. "Oh Andrea. You of course get like this only in a place where you want to work." My mom said this sarcastically and mockingly. I was like "...wtf.. I'm just trying to keep us from getting killed... didn't you see the freaking STAIRS??? We were obviously not supposed to be on there with this thing." Though, I didn't say any of this outloud. Just rolled my eyes and accepted the role of paranoid selfish person that she shoved on me.
Then I was in a town full of people that were a combo of part ape part bear too. Humans were used as pets/apprentices. (lolol planet of the apes anyone?)
These were dangerous to most people, but I was an exception, and was apparently headed to see one of these creatures that I had been an apprentice for.
The creature greeted me, then somehow my dad was there, making light of the dangerous situation as I tried to get him to shake the hand/paw/claw of the creature. But he was actling like a simpleton, just like with the car.
I ended up talking to the creature, and it seemed like I was inquiring about some work for them, only in a different place.
Something else happened, but I can't remember what. I ended up waking up soon after.
Went around the house seeking out the 'ghosts'... only to find an agressive spirit who wanted us out of there.
Suddenly I and whoever I was with were 'reversed'... where we were in the ghost world and the only one who could see us was the agressive spirit. We were at the door of the house when she warned us to get out or we could get hurt. The threat had almost more of a warning feel to it than I thought it should have... and I learned why.
I bumped into someone I 'knew' outside. He was a tall strong man, older, with dark hair. We were talking, I was excited and relieved to find someone like us there... when suddenly he picked me up by the throat, ready to kill me. He was one of them... and the one that the other spirit had warned us about.
I think I somehow got away... then was leading someone else through the house a long time later, but made the stay short. We were tracking a ghost boy with my camera.... he wasn't happy about it.
The dream changed... and I remember being on a desert (sandstone) mountain road with my parents in a large vehicle (like an SUV or truck). The area had the word Angel (I almost want to say 'Angel Mountain" in it's name... but in my mind it was a place like Goblin Valley... yet it was nothing like goblin valley. But I apparently held it with the same level of fondness.
Suddenly we were trying to drive a pedal car down the road and ended up on a foot trail. I was trying to avoid something... creatures or a flash flood. And I stopped for a moment to listen and scout.
Then I was back in the big plastic pedal car, yelling at my parents to knock it off, because they were still headed down the foot-trail, even though it was obvious there was a cliff with roughly made stairs.
The car flipped over with my mom in the front of it several times. She would be miffed at first, but only at the inconvenience. She was still wanting to try to speed down the dangerous trail.
I somehow talked them into turning around, though they were making a big deal of the whole thing. "Oh Andrea. You of course get like this only in a place where you want to work." My mom said this sarcastically and mockingly. I was like "...wtf.. I'm just trying to keep us from getting killed... didn't you see the freaking STAIRS??? We were obviously not supposed to be on there with this thing." Though, I didn't say any of this outloud. Just rolled my eyes and accepted the role of paranoid selfish person that she shoved on me.
Then I was in a town full of people that were a combo of part ape part bear too. Humans were used as pets/apprentices. (lolol planet of the apes anyone?)
These were dangerous to most people, but I was an exception, and was apparently headed to see one of these creatures that I had been an apprentice for.
The creature greeted me, then somehow my dad was there, making light of the dangerous situation as I tried to get him to shake the hand/paw/claw of the creature. But he was actling like a simpleton, just like with the car.
I ended up talking to the creature, and it seemed like I was inquiring about some work for them, only in a different place.
Something else happened, but I can't remember what. I ended up waking up soon after.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
A glass of Ice Water and Cacti
I was in my Grandmother's kitchen (which no longer exsists.) And was trying to get a glass for some ice water.
My mom was there talking to me and giving me a hard time. Suddenly I was thinking about all my other attempts to have ice water, but the plastic cups had gotten left in various places.
"Don't leave so many laying around and pick some up to bring back" I'm not sure if it was a thought to myself or something my mom was being snide about.
At the same time, I was trying to deal with some dead cacti of my mothers, but the spines kept getting stuck in me.
I suddenly had a glass of ice water and was setting it in my car, It was snowing outside and I was parked around the back of my house where the carport is.
I was trying to back out, but suddenly the car went out of control and I rushed through the neighbors yard (across the street and down a hill) in reverse at a very high speed.
I luckily managed to avoid hitting the house or any trees.
I was working on trying to get out of the area before anything could happen when I woke up.
My mom was there talking to me and giving me a hard time. Suddenly I was thinking about all my other attempts to have ice water, but the plastic cups had gotten left in various places.
"Don't leave so many laying around and pick some up to bring back" I'm not sure if it was a thought to myself or something my mom was being snide about.
At the same time, I was trying to deal with some dead cacti of my mothers, but the spines kept getting stuck in me.
I suddenly had a glass of ice water and was setting it in my car, It was snowing outside and I was parked around the back of my house where the carport is.
I was trying to back out, but suddenly the car went out of control and I rushed through the neighbors yard (across the street and down a hill) in reverse at a very high speed.
I luckily managed to avoid hitting the house or any trees.
I was working on trying to get out of the area before anything could happen when I woke up.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
More dream notes
Animal world
water/fortune cookies
'jellified' water/polluted
government
airplane/attacked
water throat kill
headscarves
landing
my name in lights
Smaller version of me in a sparkly black gown and open-chest area with glass pasties.
water/fortune cookies
'jellified' water/polluted
government
airplane/attacked
water throat kill
headscarves
landing
my name in lights
Smaller version of me in a sparkly black gown and open-chest area with glass pasties.
Train to Heaven/Morigale
I was arranging for tickets out of the country. There was a long queue for the train. I was doing this to see a boyfriend (I want to say my boyfriend, but he doesn't act like mine.) trying to haul an oversized duffel.
I'm on the train and find I'm surrounded by old schoolmates. In particular, my childhood friend Frank N. (sitting a seat ahead of me) and Tiffany (a seat behind me, and very snobbish.) The ride there was full of areas that make me think of thte 'quaint' tourist villages around yellowstone.
I reach my destination, a place called Morigale, and meet the boyfriend at his home, He's not very considerate and very poor at entertaining... not doing anything unless his family presses him to do so.
I remember meeting the brother's girlfriend... and she obviously didn't like me.
At the parents' suggestion, he took me out... and suddenly we were in a canyon with dark walls and snow.
The father was talking about something. Then everyone was running down the canyon, I couldn't keep up with boyfriend, who didn't even care, and the father criticised me for not keeping up.
Suddenly I was 'home', wherever that was.
And something happened with my boyfriend that compelled me to try going out to see him again.
The train station was darker, dirtier, and full of unpleasant people. And there was not enough room on the trains.
I asked one of the people working there how to get to "Heaven". He pointed up the stairs nearby.
So I have my tickets to heaven, and I'm suddenly thinking that I was in the afterlife... and it was rather unpleasant, waiting for the train for heaven and everyone trying to crowd me out of the long queue.
I bumped into a girl who said something like "I told you the next time I see you , we won't be friends."
I replied with "Fine. from this moment on, mine enemy ist thine... er thou."
She and a group laughed at me, then we were racing to the train because I'd gotten crowded out of my spot earlier in the line.
We reached the platform, only to find that the train left with very few people left behind. The 'enemy' girl blamed me for making her miss it, though obviously people before us had missed it too.
I remember being upset because now I was without a bag, it was on the missed train, and even if I caught the next one, I'd still be without it. And I couldn't ask the boyfriend to get it because he'd just be an asshole and not bother.
Then I was on another train to heaven, overcrowded, with my bag. I jumped off at an early stop, then realized that I had my bag, went "Oh. Oops. I need to get back on the train." And then got back on to the dismay of everyone else (no one liked me in this dream. D:)
Then I ended up waking up by being smothered by a kitten. x-X
I'm on the train and find I'm surrounded by old schoolmates. In particular, my childhood friend Frank N. (sitting a seat ahead of me) and Tiffany (a seat behind me, and very snobbish.) The ride there was full of areas that make me think of thte 'quaint' tourist villages around yellowstone.
I reach my destination, a place called Morigale, and meet the boyfriend at his home, He's not very considerate and very poor at entertaining... not doing anything unless his family presses him to do so.
I remember meeting the brother's girlfriend... and she obviously didn't like me.
At the parents' suggestion, he took me out... and suddenly we were in a canyon with dark walls and snow.
The father was talking about something. Then everyone was running down the canyon, I couldn't keep up with boyfriend, who didn't even care, and the father criticised me for not keeping up.
Suddenly I was 'home', wherever that was.
And something happened with my boyfriend that compelled me to try going out to see him again.
The train station was darker, dirtier, and full of unpleasant people. And there was not enough room on the trains.
I asked one of the people working there how to get to "Heaven". He pointed up the stairs nearby.
So I have my tickets to heaven, and I'm suddenly thinking that I was in the afterlife... and it was rather unpleasant, waiting for the train for heaven and everyone trying to crowd me out of the long queue.
I bumped into a girl who said something like "I told you the next time I see you , we won't be friends."
I replied with "Fine. from this moment on, mine enemy ist thine... er thou."
She and a group laughed at me, then we were racing to the train because I'd gotten crowded out of my spot earlier in the line.
We reached the platform, only to find that the train left with very few people left behind. The 'enemy' girl blamed me for making her miss it, though obviously people before us had missed it too.
I remember being upset because now I was without a bag, it was on the missed train, and even if I caught the next one, I'd still be without it. And I couldn't ask the boyfriend to get it because he'd just be an asshole and not bother.
Then I was on another train to heaven, overcrowded, with my bag. I jumped off at an early stop, then realized that I had my bag, went "Oh. Oops. I need to get back on the train." And then got back on to the dismay of everyone else (no one liked me in this dream. D:)
Then I ended up waking up by being smothered by a kitten. x-X
Monday, August 11, 2008
Ouch
Can't remember much of the dream... but I do remember shaving my legs hurriedly, only to later find that I'd cut myself up really bad... to the point that the spots that got cut were black and bruised looking, oozing clear blood. There was one particular cut on my right leg, close to the back/inside of my knee and calf. I remember licking it.
Perhaps it's a hint that trying to change myself rashly will only result in me 'licking my wounds'? Though I'm unaware of actually 'changing' at the moment...
Perhaps it's a hint that trying to change myself rashly will only result in me 'licking my wounds'? Though I'm unaware of actually 'changing' at the moment...
Monday, August 4, 2008
Back To School
So there I was... suddenly in a highschool enviroment, sitting at a desk.
There was an aquarium-tank at the back of the classroom with a vine growing out of it and full of weird octopus-creatures that were full of air and had long thin tentacles on the bottom.
They were all floating on the top, so I grabbed one and took it back to my desk... but dropped it on the way.
The teacher picked it up and put it on another kid's desk that was close to mine.
Then the teacher handed me a plush pink jellyfish on a thick blue candy-cane shaped handle.
I somehow tucked this into the cubby under the desk.
Then I was walking down the hall, suddenly realizing that I had no idea where I was supposed to go next and this was somehow my parents fault.
So I headed to the office to see if I could get a copy of my schedule.
The office was crowded and divided into two parts. One part with much less people waiting was a shop, selling books I guessed.
The other part was the desk where I needed to go, there was a long line for this so I stood in line and waited.
Suddenly a guy behind me was saying he'd make sure of something getting done for me (school related) if I wore the dress that an image of a girl he had was wearing.
The dress was made out of fur, with a very low-cut front and a silver/rhinestone criss-cross up the chest area of the cut. (Very fancy/sexy)
He handed me a ticket and said I could get it from the store area... so I went to get the dress.
I was then wearing the dress and then woke up.
There was an aquarium-tank at the back of the classroom with a vine growing out of it and full of weird octopus-creatures that were full of air and had long thin tentacles on the bottom.
They were all floating on the top, so I grabbed one and took it back to my desk... but dropped it on the way.
The teacher picked it up and put it on another kid's desk that was close to mine.
Then the teacher handed me a plush pink jellyfish on a thick blue candy-cane shaped handle.
I somehow tucked this into the cubby under the desk.
Then I was walking down the hall, suddenly realizing that I had no idea where I was supposed to go next and this was somehow my parents fault.
So I headed to the office to see if I could get a copy of my schedule.
The office was crowded and divided into two parts. One part with much less people waiting was a shop, selling books I guessed.
The other part was the desk where I needed to go, there was a long line for this so I stood in line and waited.
Suddenly a guy behind me was saying he'd make sure of something getting done for me (school related) if I wore the dress that an image of a girl he had was wearing.
The dress was made out of fur, with a very low-cut front and a silver/rhinestone criss-cross up the chest area of the cut. (Very fancy/sexy)
He handed me a ticket and said I could get it from the store area... so I went to get the dress.
I was then wearing the dress and then woke up.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Stupid Ray
So I had a nightmare.
The earliest part that I can remember is that I was in a 50's style diner with Will (My boyfriend).
We were sitting on the barstools at the counter, me clutching a purse to myself while trying to figure out what was going on.
I remember there being a huge orange plastic cup (Almost a bucket) and it was supposed to be my drink... there was something wrong with it.. and suddenly the old guy behind the counter shoved his hands in the cup, causing it to break open. At the bottom, was a dark purple slush that has solidified into a chunk, so one couldn't drink through the straw.
Then suddenly Will (who had moved to a booth to talk to a group of young people who were in a construction group of some sort... I almost want to say they were his friends and were working for his dad.) came back sit next to me, looking thoroughly upset (to the point of near-tears) over a comment one of the people(the guy had a shaved head.) had made about me.
I suggested we leave and we exited through the glass doors.
Once in the parking lot he suddenly layed down under the wheels of one of the cars belonging to the people inside. Suddenly they were driving it, and they ran over him while in the distance, giant monsters were stomping through a city backdrop.
I started crying hysterically, and Will got up and tried to comfort me, as if he had done it knowing it wouldn't do anything to him, but was trying it anyways.
I couldn't stop crying, more upset at the idea that he would try to do such a thing.
Suddenly the scene changed, and I was in Will's house (only... it looked a lot different.)
My dad was in a bedroom that was downstairs for some reason, and I was talking to him.
I was then walking upstairs with one or two waterguns, and took a sip of the water in one of them. It was bitter, metallic, and old-tasting.
Will's mother was vaccuuming the rugs which had pieces of stuff all over (which stuck to my feet.) said something, then left.
Then Will was there and pulled me down onto the bed in the room, and he ended up somehow being flopped on top of his mother while I was at the foot of the bed.
Seems like his mother and I joked about something... then Will got upset and threw us into a strange metal shed with a few other people.
There was a mechanism on the door of the shed that emitted an orange ray (It was supposed to be unseeable).
I called it the "Stupid Ray". Basically it was a lobotomy done through x-rays. This was turned on and affected all in the shed, with Will watching through a glass panel in the door.
I remember a dizzy floating feeling that left me feeling ill, and the roof of the shed suddenly became transparent and the sky a brilliant blue.
The effects were only supposed to be temporary... but something went wrong.
In the next scene, I was in a metalworking shop of some sort with a family I didn't know. I was holding a trophy or something for someone. A comment was made to the father of the family about me and the trophy I was holding, as if they didn't trust me and the trophy was someone else's. The father removed the trophy while I sat there dumbly. I felt trapped inside the body and could hardly do anything. There was an air of pity around me from the other people.
Eventually, I was in another part of the shop and I saw a trophy-like display for Blue's Nightclub (a roleplay group I used to be in), with a figure of Blue in the players art style on it. (As well as a mini-keychain looking item to the side)... the thing was really tacky.
Then I woke up... feeling sick.
The earliest part that I can remember is that I was in a 50's style diner with Will (My boyfriend).
We were sitting on the barstools at the counter, me clutching a purse to myself while trying to figure out what was going on.
I remember there being a huge orange plastic cup (Almost a bucket) and it was supposed to be my drink... there was something wrong with it.. and suddenly the old guy behind the counter shoved his hands in the cup, causing it to break open. At the bottom, was a dark purple slush that has solidified into a chunk, so one couldn't drink through the straw.
Then suddenly Will (who had moved to a booth to talk to a group of young people who were in a construction group of some sort... I almost want to say they were his friends and were working for his dad.) came back sit next to me, looking thoroughly upset (to the point of near-tears) over a comment one of the people(the guy had a shaved head.) had made about me.
I suggested we leave and we exited through the glass doors.
Once in the parking lot he suddenly layed down under the wheels of one of the cars belonging to the people inside. Suddenly they were driving it, and they ran over him while in the distance, giant monsters were stomping through a city backdrop.
I started crying hysterically, and Will got up and tried to comfort me, as if he had done it knowing it wouldn't do anything to him, but was trying it anyways.
I couldn't stop crying, more upset at the idea that he would try to do such a thing.
Suddenly the scene changed, and I was in Will's house (only... it looked a lot different.)
My dad was in a bedroom that was downstairs for some reason, and I was talking to him.
I was then walking upstairs with one or two waterguns, and took a sip of the water in one of them. It was bitter, metallic, and old-tasting.
Will's mother was vaccuuming the rugs which had pieces of stuff all over (which stuck to my feet.) said something, then left.
Then Will was there and pulled me down onto the bed in the room, and he ended up somehow being flopped on top of his mother while I was at the foot of the bed.
Seems like his mother and I joked about something... then Will got upset and threw us into a strange metal shed with a few other people.
There was a mechanism on the door of the shed that emitted an orange ray (It was supposed to be unseeable).
I called it the "Stupid Ray". Basically it was a lobotomy done through x-rays. This was turned on and affected all in the shed, with Will watching through a glass panel in the door.
I remember a dizzy floating feeling that left me feeling ill, and the roof of the shed suddenly became transparent and the sky a brilliant blue.
The effects were only supposed to be temporary... but something went wrong.
In the next scene, I was in a metalworking shop of some sort with a family I didn't know. I was holding a trophy or something for someone. A comment was made to the father of the family about me and the trophy I was holding, as if they didn't trust me and the trophy was someone else's. The father removed the trophy while I sat there dumbly. I felt trapped inside the body and could hardly do anything. There was an air of pity around me from the other people.
Eventually, I was in another part of the shop and I saw a trophy-like display for Blue's Nightclub (a roleplay group I used to be in), with a figure of Blue in the players art style on it. (As well as a mini-keychain looking item to the side)... the thing was really tacky.
Then I woke up... feeling sick.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Scattered dreams
(These notes were scribbled down quickly. I can vaguely remember the alien one... though no longer in detail. The zombie one... hardly. These will make no sense to anyone else I'm sure.)
Alien warehouse cloth
"Yes... blue eyes." Brother apparently has belief that future 'mate' will have blue eyes... not a feature of the species.
"Isn't that... sporty?" (Apparently females of the specie are supposed to be reserved and well mannered... 'proper'.)
Rival wooing sister while brother was gone. Tries to trap them in warehouse.
Brother being off planet able to climb wire blocking door, tears off fan cover and rams the blade into one of moving fans.
(Zombie dream with small spotted cat in window.)
Restaruant?
Houses with fenced yards (Suburbs?)
Lady who had been prepared for attack, took us in.
Cat was "Neighborhood Cat". Looked almost like a large Bengal.
Cat was important for some reason.
Alien warehouse cloth
"Yes... blue eyes." Brother apparently has belief that future 'mate' will have blue eyes... not a feature of the species.
"Isn't that... sporty?" (Apparently females of the specie are supposed to be reserved and well mannered... 'proper'.)
Rival wooing sister while brother was gone. Tries to trap them in warehouse.
Brother being off planet able to climb wire blocking door, tears off fan cover and rams the blade into one of moving fans.
(Zombie dream with small spotted cat in window.)
Restaruant?
Houses with fenced yards (Suburbs?)
Lady who had been prepared for attack, took us in.
Cat was "Neighborhood Cat". Looked almost like a large Bengal.
Cat was important for some reason.
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