Friday, December 26, 2003

Eeeww, Warning: Grossness

So... yeah.. It was a 'busy' dream and I'm not at all sure what was going one before or after the one part I remember.

But the one part I can remember is that I was sitting somewhere and a mole had appeared on my leg. It was huge! For some reason, I decided to squeeze it and it popped into a bloody mess. It was cratered in the rest of the 'mole' and I lifted some of the loose skin around it and could see under my skin. The 'mole' was a white cratered mound (blood collected in the middle of it) and it had red stripes. Then the rest of the dream went on with no connection to the mole. I woke up and immediately inspected my leg... twas nasty that was.

Tuesday, December 9, 2003

I had a some of my dream from last night remembered... but I wasn't able to get on here until after I had forgotten all of it of course... -_- I knew I should've scribbled a keynote for myself. Maybe then I'd have remembered.... Tis frustrating. Especially since I haven't remembered any of my dreams since that last one I posted. I think it has something to do with the down feeling that's been growing over this last month. Too much stress. Not enough sleep.

Tomorrows my birthday, at 7:15 am! Maybe I'll get some good funky dreams outta that.... Of course... I'll be up and probably showering by then... dangit. I hate this crap.

Saturday, November 29, 2003

Hmm... The last few dreams I can hardly remember. I remember that one was based on one of my typical flying dreams. (I love those things. I'll write more about them later) And...
One where it turned out I was of some royalty or something and someone (a duke of some sorts) had come for me. (To wed? To kill? *shrug*) My mother was a lean dark haired princess and was trying to keep me from the duke. Then all the sudden, Druke (a friend) appeared and fought the duke by sword. Both ended up dead (headless) but I didn't feel sorry that Druke was gone, more, that he had done a duty bound to him, and now I had to give that duty reason and keep to mine by living and carrying out a duty of my own.

Monday, November 10, 2003

Another Old Dream

The world was hot and dusty, the sky was a golden tone, it had been for ages, Blue was merely a memory.
Humans had been herded into camps to mine. My camp was actually the site of a dried up resevoir that is near a place in Idaho that my family owns.
It was midday and many were resting while the heat of the sun was at it's worst, when a shadow fell across the dug-out shantie that served as my family's home. My mom watched in fear as the figures entered, they were very tall and built as egyptian idols, the bodies of men with narrow panther like heads. They were a mottled gray in color and almost looked like stone.
One pointed to me and said something, the others grabbed me by the arms and heaved me out. My family continued watching in fear, frozen in place.
I didn't feel scared though, It was almost as if I had been expecting this...

I was cleaned up and given decent clothes, then found myself being presented as a gift to a high-ranking young female (possibly a princess) of their race. I was later blown off and all but forgotten. But the father took me up into his service. We grew very close and he was protective of me. Other servants kept urging me to make a move to lead humans into independence, but I didn't feel that I could, I knew in fact.

Eventually the others gave up and then something happened.... but... I can't remember what it was... but I was in the middle of it. I think the king-type person I was serving was trying to free humans because of my influence. But... I really can't remember much beyond that.

Sunday, November 9, 2003

I want to attempt to keep posts regular on this thing. But since I can't remember any of late, I'll write some older ones down. ^^; I try to keep these few since I don't fully trust my memory and it can either be more vague or embellished than it originally was. But I'll do my best.

I woke up in a cool gray stone chamber, there was exotic furniture and I was laying on a bed with thin covering. I was in a different form, but it was still me (not like the dreams where your someone else... I just looked different, I had short Egyptian-style hair, a tall thin build, and dark skin. This whole dream had an egyptian theme in fact.)
I got up from the bed and strode out in my gauzy white robes into the next room, which was a main one. My husband (O__o; No, I'm not married... and I never got a good look. I've never even had a boyfriend.) Was sitting with my son (again, O__o? ) at a table with food, talking to a man who appeared to be a biblical figure. The room was also made of light gray granite-like stone, it was large and on two different sides they were open to a sandy desert scenery with only pillars. The bedroom door was in the wall behind me, and a solid stone wall was across the room. there was also a small ornate pool at which I knelt and began pouring perfumed oil into it, watching the rainbows shimmer across the smooth water. Then I found myself trying to light it. This part was vague, but it wasn't a destructive motive. I woke up after that.

Thursday, November 6, 2003

All I remember is that this dream was a definite result of watching so many Indiana Jones movies before going to bed.... and something about me being a nun.... weirdness....

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

I woke up feeling ill from this dream.
Anyways, I was with this sorta witch person, but she was also a queen. And an apocalypse of some sort had happened and almost everyone was dead. This witch and I were carrying a body of someone we loved, we came to a house and started looking for shimmering silver 'spots' that would take us to other worlds. You had to be trained or have a gift to see them. We were looking for a particular one. As we went, we collected and ate spiders because there was no food. It had been dark outside and lightning (or something very similar) was our only light. I woke up after that. I think there was more to the beginning... but I can't remember any more.

Friday, October 24, 2003

I had rescued a water sprite. Then we(no clue who the other two were.) kept trying to do something with it to keep it safe. But kept losing it nad it kept getting beat up and sick.
Then it turned into a really ugly miniature seal. And we first put it in a cage. but it slipped out and I had to catch it. Then we used a different cage with a water dish for it to swim in.  then I was in the museum.I was someone else and we were at a 'musem' that had old-fashioned penny games. it was sorta weird. I kept trying to figure out how to operate them. There was also other things in the museum too...but I can't remember what.
Then I was with the group I had been touring with in an attatched diner and looked out the window.
I first saw nothing. After a while I glanced out again at the road and saw a car falling down a ditch after crashing into a taxi.
The man driving the taxi got out and began waving a gun and ranting, then shooting everyone in sight. I ducked down under the table and the rest of my group kept trying to figure out why I was under there.
Then the guy came into the diner and threatened and shot a few people at the front.
I was still hiding under the table when he approached my group.
Turns out one in the group was an author and he decided that he wanted one of each of her books, 80 in all. But she couldn't get them.
Then everything changed, I was in a music/book media-play like store,
I met a guy and we joked around and hung out. Then I left... I think my friend Scorch was there, just outside the door, playing a donkey-kong game (eight-bit, table form). I hung around and played a game on my GBA., a group of guys came and talked with us. I was bored, then I was at my "house".
A big 'A' frame somewhere else. And my old cat was there. I was happy to see him. But I was with a different family. And one of my 'brothers' was being a pest to my 'parents'. Then I was on the back porch when I felt someone watching and was suddenly scared that the gunman was back. But I couldn't remember that it was the gunman. Then woke up.

((Update: That day, Scorch showed me a picture she had found of some Matrix fanart modeled after the old-school Donkey-kong game.... weird....))

Monday, September 22, 2003

In a seperate dream, I was also at my grandpas, but it was doubling as a shop.
There were a few different people there, supposedly I knew them.
Suddenly there was an attack of sorts, and everyone headed for the basement. (it was no longer my grandpas house then.)

A bit later, a bunch of people came and took us hostage. I remember they wanted to hurt me.
I ended up somehow running to the garage, (now it was my grandpas place again.) and jumping in a truck and draving away.
I remember they were trying to chase me, and the chase went on a long time.
This happened at night, and the roads where near empty and I remember seeing the stoplights alot. Then I can't remember anything else.
This is a really vague memory... and it was one of those dreams that kept switching around.
I was at my grandpa's, there were tons of Beta fish and two different types of parakeets... or tiny parrots... it can't quite remember.
There was also a few different fish.
The fish didn't need water to survive, and I was hurriedly trying to catch them and putting them in cages with sawdust. One fish kept jumping out repeatedly until a dead black fish landed on it. Then it died too.
After doing the various fish, I started seperating the Betas into cages, then one type of birds, then another.
Then I found myself hugging this really tall and overweight kid. Seems he was from somewhere else. I felt sick though because I hate being affectionate with strangers, or even good friends.
Then the scene changed and I was at a school. It was sorta laid out like my old elementary school but bigger. All of the students (and I) were dressed like the stereotypical anime school girl/boy.
Then I was out in the parkinglot, waiting for my two cousins.
I was in the car, and my cousin Robin (much smaller and a bit younger than she is) was in the back seat, we were waiting for my other cousin. I've never seen him before and I'm pretty sure I'm not related to anyone like him, he was of... I believe Chinese, or a different Asian decent. Not unusual, but I'm pretty sure I didn't know him.
He had deep black eyes, startling black eyes. And he kept picking on Robin.

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Then I woke up to my mom pounding on the ventilation to wake my brother up. --;; Why can't he just get up himself?

Thursday, September 18, 2003

I had fallen asleep on the couch and had a hard time waking up in my dream. Then I remember something about a small little girl, about three feet with a sorta scrawny build, wearing an oversized yellow t-shirt. She had hair down to her waist that was dripping wet, and everyone was trying to catch (more like trap than actual chase because she was too fast) and I became involved... There was something about her that made me uncomfortable. I remember very little after that part, something about a cat, and I remember seeing a plastic bag.
Then I remember my brother mumbling something about how everyone was "waiting for her" and said something along the lines of the drought currently in utah.
I treid to get him to clarify when my parents took me to a daycare sorta place that had the feeling of a makeshift/emergency hospital. Such as if an earthquake or other disaster were to occur.There was something about the girl that said time was running out.
 When we entered the daycare, there was a man with the girl, neither who I recognized recognize at first, he was talking with her and said they were going to New York. Later I went up to where the girl and man had been, then picked up a booklet about attractions to new york, It mostly held, pictures of gardens.
Then the girl (who was both the one the man had been talking to and the one from the first part of the dream) Came in and smiled at me. I said "So your going to New York huh?"
The girl nodded then said "Good by mouse-Lady" Though I knew she meant "cat" instead of mouse. I replied, "Good bye mouse-y girl." I dunno why, though she did remind me of a mouse.
The girl was now wearing a blue t-shirt that said "Oregon" over her yellow one. And her hair was only damp instead of dripping wet. I was happy for her but was suprised to feel sad that she was leaving. Then I was suddenly on the couch where I had fallen asleep before, the girl at the footrest, while I tried to look through the booklet I had picked up earlier but was so tired and everything was getting bleary, I only managed to see one picture, a garden with white flowers everywhere with a bride and groom running through it in the distance.