So theres a few different parts to the dream. One part I can't quite tell if it was before or after the nightmare... but I was apparently part of a LARP acting group who was putting on a Victorian-themed story with a group of people that were friends with my cousin Robin. o-O I can't remember much else besides wandering through a huge Victorian mansion.
The other part... Will was driving along a busy highway/freeway when suddenly I looked up and a blue car was barreling down the wrong side of the road towards us, hitting other cars. I hurriedly yelled at Will to move over and the car rushed past us and slammed into the back of a schoolbus. Suddenly the schoolbus was driving alongside of our vehicle... backwards. I looked back at it and saw where the car had gone into the bus it had decapitated a guy that had been on there... And something told me I didn't want Will to see this... thinking he would panic and feeling protective. So I yelled at him to speed up to try and outrace the bus.
Suddenly Will was driving up the concrete side of an overpass. I screamed "What the fuck are you doing???" and he said something about "Taking a one way road" or "one car way". I called him an idiot and told him to stop and back up before we crashed. (The bus part of the dream long-gone) He did... reluctantly and complaining about it the whole time.
Somehow it turned to where I retorted that I was thinking maybe we should break up if he was going to keep doing stuff like this and kept up that attitude. He replied with a "FINE THEN."
Then we were at his house, my family was still coming over for a party of some sort (I can't help but think it was to celebrate our engagement. o-O) We hadn't told anyone that we were breaking up yet because we didn't want to cause problems between our parents... but Will kept criticising me about stuff like not doing the dishes or cooking for the family. I was like "Geez. I've only visited once before!! It would have been awkward!"
Later when we were in the back yard (...though it looked alot like my back yard) I was talking to his mother who asked me to go in and do something in the kitchen, which I did. Will walked through and basically gave me the cold shoulder.
We got in another argument later... then I woke up.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Ghosts, desert, moron parents, and monkeybearpeople??
Wandering old house with a really strange and advanced digital camera. I took a picture through a window in the loft of the house and suddenly looked at the image... finding a very strong reflection on the window of children.
Went around the house seeking out the 'ghosts'... only to find an agressive spirit who wanted us out of there.
Suddenly I and whoever I was with were 'reversed'... where we were in the ghost world and the only one who could see us was the agressive spirit. We were at the door of the house when she warned us to get out or we could get hurt. The threat had almost more of a warning feel to it than I thought it should have... and I learned why.
I bumped into someone I 'knew' outside. He was a tall strong man, older, with dark hair. We were talking, I was excited and relieved to find someone like us there... when suddenly he picked me up by the throat, ready to kill me. He was one of them... and the one that the other spirit had warned us about.
I think I somehow got away... then was leading someone else through the house a long time later, but made the stay short. We were tracking a ghost boy with my camera.... he wasn't happy about it.
The dream changed... and I remember being on a desert (sandstone) mountain road with my parents in a large vehicle (like an SUV or truck). The area had the word Angel (I almost want to say 'Angel Mountain" in it's name... but in my mind it was a place like Goblin Valley... yet it was nothing like goblin valley. But I apparently held it with the same level of fondness.
Suddenly we were trying to drive a pedal car down the road and ended up on a foot trail. I was trying to avoid something... creatures or a flash flood. And I stopped for a moment to listen and scout.
Then I was back in the big plastic pedal car, yelling at my parents to knock it off, because they were still headed down the foot-trail, even though it was obvious there was a cliff with roughly made stairs.
The car flipped over with my mom in the front of it several times. She would be miffed at first, but only at the inconvenience. She was still wanting to try to speed down the dangerous trail.
I somehow talked them into turning around, though they were making a big deal of the whole thing. "Oh Andrea. You of course get like this only in a place where you want to work." My mom said this sarcastically and mockingly. I was like "...wtf.. I'm just trying to keep us from getting killed... didn't you see the freaking STAIRS??? We were obviously not supposed to be on there with this thing." Though, I didn't say any of this outloud. Just rolled my eyes and accepted the role of paranoid selfish person that she shoved on me.
Then I was in a town full of people that were a combo of part ape part bear too. Humans were used as pets/apprentices. (lolol planet of the apes anyone?)
These were dangerous to most people, but I was an exception, and was apparently headed to see one of these creatures that I had been an apprentice for.
The creature greeted me, then somehow my dad was there, making light of the dangerous situation as I tried to get him to shake the hand/paw/claw of the creature. But he was actling like a simpleton, just like with the car.
I ended up talking to the creature, and it seemed like I was inquiring about some work for them, only in a different place.
Something else happened, but I can't remember what. I ended up waking up soon after.
Went around the house seeking out the 'ghosts'... only to find an agressive spirit who wanted us out of there.
Suddenly I and whoever I was with were 'reversed'... where we were in the ghost world and the only one who could see us was the agressive spirit. We were at the door of the house when she warned us to get out or we could get hurt. The threat had almost more of a warning feel to it than I thought it should have... and I learned why.
I bumped into someone I 'knew' outside. He was a tall strong man, older, with dark hair. We were talking, I was excited and relieved to find someone like us there... when suddenly he picked me up by the throat, ready to kill me. He was one of them... and the one that the other spirit had warned us about.
I think I somehow got away... then was leading someone else through the house a long time later, but made the stay short. We were tracking a ghost boy with my camera.... he wasn't happy about it.
The dream changed... and I remember being on a desert (sandstone) mountain road with my parents in a large vehicle (like an SUV or truck). The area had the word Angel (I almost want to say 'Angel Mountain" in it's name... but in my mind it was a place like Goblin Valley... yet it was nothing like goblin valley. But I apparently held it with the same level of fondness.
Suddenly we were trying to drive a pedal car down the road and ended up on a foot trail. I was trying to avoid something... creatures or a flash flood. And I stopped for a moment to listen and scout.
Then I was back in the big plastic pedal car, yelling at my parents to knock it off, because they were still headed down the foot-trail, even though it was obvious there was a cliff with roughly made stairs.
The car flipped over with my mom in the front of it several times. She would be miffed at first, but only at the inconvenience. She was still wanting to try to speed down the dangerous trail.
I somehow talked them into turning around, though they were making a big deal of the whole thing. "Oh Andrea. You of course get like this only in a place where you want to work." My mom said this sarcastically and mockingly. I was like "...wtf.. I'm just trying to keep us from getting killed... didn't you see the freaking STAIRS??? We were obviously not supposed to be on there with this thing." Though, I didn't say any of this outloud. Just rolled my eyes and accepted the role of paranoid selfish person that she shoved on me.
Then I was in a town full of people that were a combo of part ape part bear too. Humans were used as pets/apprentices. (lolol planet of the apes anyone?)
These were dangerous to most people, but I was an exception, and was apparently headed to see one of these creatures that I had been an apprentice for.
The creature greeted me, then somehow my dad was there, making light of the dangerous situation as I tried to get him to shake the hand/paw/claw of the creature. But he was actling like a simpleton, just like with the car.
I ended up talking to the creature, and it seemed like I was inquiring about some work for them, only in a different place.
Something else happened, but I can't remember what. I ended up waking up soon after.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
A glass of Ice Water and Cacti
I was in my Grandmother's kitchen (which no longer exsists.) And was trying to get a glass for some ice water.
My mom was there talking to me and giving me a hard time. Suddenly I was thinking about all my other attempts to have ice water, but the plastic cups had gotten left in various places.
"Don't leave so many laying around and pick some up to bring back" I'm not sure if it was a thought to myself or something my mom was being snide about.
At the same time, I was trying to deal with some dead cacti of my mothers, but the spines kept getting stuck in me.
I suddenly had a glass of ice water and was setting it in my car, It was snowing outside and I was parked around the back of my house where the carport is.
I was trying to back out, but suddenly the car went out of control and I rushed through the neighbors yard (across the street and down a hill) in reverse at a very high speed.
I luckily managed to avoid hitting the house or any trees.
I was working on trying to get out of the area before anything could happen when I woke up.
My mom was there talking to me and giving me a hard time. Suddenly I was thinking about all my other attempts to have ice water, but the plastic cups had gotten left in various places.
"Don't leave so many laying around and pick some up to bring back" I'm not sure if it was a thought to myself or something my mom was being snide about.
At the same time, I was trying to deal with some dead cacti of my mothers, but the spines kept getting stuck in me.
I suddenly had a glass of ice water and was setting it in my car, It was snowing outside and I was parked around the back of my house where the carport is.
I was trying to back out, but suddenly the car went out of control and I rushed through the neighbors yard (across the street and down a hill) in reverse at a very high speed.
I luckily managed to avoid hitting the house or any trees.
I was working on trying to get out of the area before anything could happen when I woke up.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
More dream notes
Animal world
water/fortune cookies
'jellified' water/polluted
government
airplane/attacked
water throat kill
headscarves
landing
my name in lights
Smaller version of me in a sparkly black gown and open-chest area with glass pasties.
water/fortune cookies
'jellified' water/polluted
government
airplane/attacked
water throat kill
headscarves
landing
my name in lights
Smaller version of me in a sparkly black gown and open-chest area with glass pasties.
Train to Heaven/Morigale
I was arranging for tickets out of the country. There was a long queue for the train. I was doing this to see a boyfriend (I want to say my boyfriend, but he doesn't act like mine.) trying to haul an oversized duffel.
I'm on the train and find I'm surrounded by old schoolmates. In particular, my childhood friend Frank N. (sitting a seat ahead of me) and Tiffany (a seat behind me, and very snobbish.) The ride there was full of areas that make me think of thte 'quaint' tourist villages around yellowstone.
I reach my destination, a place called Morigale, and meet the boyfriend at his home, He's not very considerate and very poor at entertaining... not doing anything unless his family presses him to do so.
I remember meeting the brother's girlfriend... and she obviously didn't like me.
At the parents' suggestion, he took me out... and suddenly we were in a canyon with dark walls and snow.
The father was talking about something. Then everyone was running down the canyon, I couldn't keep up with boyfriend, who didn't even care, and the father criticised me for not keeping up.
Suddenly I was 'home', wherever that was.
And something happened with my boyfriend that compelled me to try going out to see him again.
The train station was darker, dirtier, and full of unpleasant people. And there was not enough room on the trains.
I asked one of the people working there how to get to "Heaven". He pointed up the stairs nearby.
So I have my tickets to heaven, and I'm suddenly thinking that I was in the afterlife... and it was rather unpleasant, waiting for the train for heaven and everyone trying to crowd me out of the long queue.
I bumped into a girl who said something like "I told you the next time I see you , we won't be friends."
I replied with "Fine. from this moment on, mine enemy ist thine... er thou."
She and a group laughed at me, then we were racing to the train because I'd gotten crowded out of my spot earlier in the line.
We reached the platform, only to find that the train left with very few people left behind. The 'enemy' girl blamed me for making her miss it, though obviously people before us had missed it too.
I remember being upset because now I was without a bag, it was on the missed train, and even if I caught the next one, I'd still be without it. And I couldn't ask the boyfriend to get it because he'd just be an asshole and not bother.
Then I was on another train to heaven, overcrowded, with my bag. I jumped off at an early stop, then realized that I had my bag, went "Oh. Oops. I need to get back on the train." And then got back on to the dismay of everyone else (no one liked me in this dream. D:)
Then I ended up waking up by being smothered by a kitten. x-X
I'm on the train and find I'm surrounded by old schoolmates. In particular, my childhood friend Frank N. (sitting a seat ahead of me) and Tiffany (a seat behind me, and very snobbish.) The ride there was full of areas that make me think of thte 'quaint' tourist villages around yellowstone.
I reach my destination, a place called Morigale, and meet the boyfriend at his home, He's not very considerate and very poor at entertaining... not doing anything unless his family presses him to do so.
I remember meeting the brother's girlfriend... and she obviously didn't like me.
At the parents' suggestion, he took me out... and suddenly we were in a canyon with dark walls and snow.
The father was talking about something. Then everyone was running down the canyon, I couldn't keep up with boyfriend, who didn't even care, and the father criticised me for not keeping up.
Suddenly I was 'home', wherever that was.
And something happened with my boyfriend that compelled me to try going out to see him again.
The train station was darker, dirtier, and full of unpleasant people. And there was not enough room on the trains.
I asked one of the people working there how to get to "Heaven". He pointed up the stairs nearby.
So I have my tickets to heaven, and I'm suddenly thinking that I was in the afterlife... and it was rather unpleasant, waiting for the train for heaven and everyone trying to crowd me out of the long queue.
I bumped into a girl who said something like "I told you the next time I see you , we won't be friends."
I replied with "Fine. from this moment on, mine enemy ist thine... er thou."
She and a group laughed at me, then we were racing to the train because I'd gotten crowded out of my spot earlier in the line.
We reached the platform, only to find that the train left with very few people left behind. The 'enemy' girl blamed me for making her miss it, though obviously people before us had missed it too.
I remember being upset because now I was without a bag, it was on the missed train, and even if I caught the next one, I'd still be without it. And I couldn't ask the boyfriend to get it because he'd just be an asshole and not bother.
Then I was on another train to heaven, overcrowded, with my bag. I jumped off at an early stop, then realized that I had my bag, went "Oh. Oops. I need to get back on the train." And then got back on to the dismay of everyone else (no one liked me in this dream. D:)
Then I ended up waking up by being smothered by a kitten. x-X
Monday, August 11, 2008
Ouch
Can't remember much of the dream... but I do remember shaving my legs hurriedly, only to later find that I'd cut myself up really bad... to the point that the spots that got cut were black and bruised looking, oozing clear blood. There was one particular cut on my right leg, close to the back/inside of my knee and calf. I remember licking it.
Perhaps it's a hint that trying to change myself rashly will only result in me 'licking my wounds'? Though I'm unaware of actually 'changing' at the moment...
Perhaps it's a hint that trying to change myself rashly will only result in me 'licking my wounds'? Though I'm unaware of actually 'changing' at the moment...
Monday, August 4, 2008
Back To School
So there I was... suddenly in a highschool enviroment, sitting at a desk.
There was an aquarium-tank at the back of the classroom with a vine growing out of it and full of weird octopus-creatures that were full of air and had long thin tentacles on the bottom.
They were all floating on the top, so I grabbed one and took it back to my desk... but dropped it on the way.
The teacher picked it up and put it on another kid's desk that was close to mine.
Then the teacher handed me a plush pink jellyfish on a thick blue candy-cane shaped handle.
I somehow tucked this into the cubby under the desk.
Then I was walking down the hall, suddenly realizing that I had no idea where I was supposed to go next and this was somehow my parents fault.
So I headed to the office to see if I could get a copy of my schedule.
The office was crowded and divided into two parts. One part with much less people waiting was a shop, selling books I guessed.
The other part was the desk where I needed to go, there was a long line for this so I stood in line and waited.
Suddenly a guy behind me was saying he'd make sure of something getting done for me (school related) if I wore the dress that an image of a girl he had was wearing.
The dress was made out of fur, with a very low-cut front and a silver/rhinestone criss-cross up the chest area of the cut. (Very fancy/sexy)
He handed me a ticket and said I could get it from the store area... so I went to get the dress.
I was then wearing the dress and then woke up.
There was an aquarium-tank at the back of the classroom with a vine growing out of it and full of weird octopus-creatures that were full of air and had long thin tentacles on the bottom.
They were all floating on the top, so I grabbed one and took it back to my desk... but dropped it on the way.
The teacher picked it up and put it on another kid's desk that was close to mine.
Then the teacher handed me a plush pink jellyfish on a thick blue candy-cane shaped handle.
I somehow tucked this into the cubby under the desk.
Then I was walking down the hall, suddenly realizing that I had no idea where I was supposed to go next and this was somehow my parents fault.
So I headed to the office to see if I could get a copy of my schedule.
The office was crowded and divided into two parts. One part with much less people waiting was a shop, selling books I guessed.
The other part was the desk where I needed to go, there was a long line for this so I stood in line and waited.
Suddenly a guy behind me was saying he'd make sure of something getting done for me (school related) if I wore the dress that an image of a girl he had was wearing.
The dress was made out of fur, with a very low-cut front and a silver/rhinestone criss-cross up the chest area of the cut. (Very fancy/sexy)
He handed me a ticket and said I could get it from the store area... so I went to get the dress.
I was then wearing the dress and then woke up.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Stupid Ray
So I had a nightmare.
The earliest part that I can remember is that I was in a 50's style diner with Will (My boyfriend).
We were sitting on the barstools at the counter, me clutching a purse to myself while trying to figure out what was going on.
I remember there being a huge orange plastic cup (Almost a bucket) and it was supposed to be my drink... there was something wrong with it.. and suddenly the old guy behind the counter shoved his hands in the cup, causing it to break open. At the bottom, was a dark purple slush that has solidified into a chunk, so one couldn't drink through the straw.
Then suddenly Will (who had moved to a booth to talk to a group of young people who were in a construction group of some sort... I almost want to say they were his friends and were working for his dad.) came back sit next to me, looking thoroughly upset (to the point of near-tears) over a comment one of the people(the guy had a shaved head.) had made about me.
I suggested we leave and we exited through the glass doors.
Once in the parking lot he suddenly layed down under the wheels of one of the cars belonging to the people inside. Suddenly they were driving it, and they ran over him while in the distance, giant monsters were stomping through a city backdrop.
I started crying hysterically, and Will got up and tried to comfort me, as if he had done it knowing it wouldn't do anything to him, but was trying it anyways.
I couldn't stop crying, more upset at the idea that he would try to do such a thing.
Suddenly the scene changed, and I was in Will's house (only... it looked a lot different.)
My dad was in a bedroom that was downstairs for some reason, and I was talking to him.
I was then walking upstairs with one or two waterguns, and took a sip of the water in one of them. It was bitter, metallic, and old-tasting.
Will's mother was vaccuuming the rugs which had pieces of stuff all over (which stuck to my feet.) said something, then left.
Then Will was there and pulled me down onto the bed in the room, and he ended up somehow being flopped on top of his mother while I was at the foot of the bed.
Seems like his mother and I joked about something... then Will got upset and threw us into a strange metal shed with a few other people.
There was a mechanism on the door of the shed that emitted an orange ray (It was supposed to be unseeable).
I called it the "Stupid Ray". Basically it was a lobotomy done through x-rays. This was turned on and affected all in the shed, with Will watching through a glass panel in the door.
I remember a dizzy floating feeling that left me feeling ill, and the roof of the shed suddenly became transparent and the sky a brilliant blue.
The effects were only supposed to be temporary... but something went wrong.
In the next scene, I was in a metalworking shop of some sort with a family I didn't know. I was holding a trophy or something for someone. A comment was made to the father of the family about me and the trophy I was holding, as if they didn't trust me and the trophy was someone else's. The father removed the trophy while I sat there dumbly. I felt trapped inside the body and could hardly do anything. There was an air of pity around me from the other people.
Eventually, I was in another part of the shop and I saw a trophy-like display for Blue's Nightclub (a roleplay group I used to be in), with a figure of Blue in the players art style on it. (As well as a mini-keychain looking item to the side)... the thing was really tacky.
Then I woke up... feeling sick.
The earliest part that I can remember is that I was in a 50's style diner with Will (My boyfriend).
We were sitting on the barstools at the counter, me clutching a purse to myself while trying to figure out what was going on.
I remember there being a huge orange plastic cup (Almost a bucket) and it was supposed to be my drink... there was something wrong with it.. and suddenly the old guy behind the counter shoved his hands in the cup, causing it to break open. At the bottom, was a dark purple slush that has solidified into a chunk, so one couldn't drink through the straw.
Then suddenly Will (who had moved to a booth to talk to a group of young people who were in a construction group of some sort... I almost want to say they were his friends and were working for his dad.) came back sit next to me, looking thoroughly upset (to the point of near-tears) over a comment one of the people(the guy had a shaved head.) had made about me.
I suggested we leave and we exited through the glass doors.
Once in the parking lot he suddenly layed down under the wheels of one of the cars belonging to the people inside. Suddenly they were driving it, and they ran over him while in the distance, giant monsters were stomping through a city backdrop.
I started crying hysterically, and Will got up and tried to comfort me, as if he had done it knowing it wouldn't do anything to him, but was trying it anyways.
I couldn't stop crying, more upset at the idea that he would try to do such a thing.
Suddenly the scene changed, and I was in Will's house (only... it looked a lot different.)
My dad was in a bedroom that was downstairs for some reason, and I was talking to him.
I was then walking upstairs with one or two waterguns, and took a sip of the water in one of them. It was bitter, metallic, and old-tasting.
Will's mother was vaccuuming the rugs which had pieces of stuff all over (which stuck to my feet.) said something, then left.
Then Will was there and pulled me down onto the bed in the room, and he ended up somehow being flopped on top of his mother while I was at the foot of the bed.
Seems like his mother and I joked about something... then Will got upset and threw us into a strange metal shed with a few other people.
There was a mechanism on the door of the shed that emitted an orange ray (It was supposed to be unseeable).
I called it the "Stupid Ray". Basically it was a lobotomy done through x-rays. This was turned on and affected all in the shed, with Will watching through a glass panel in the door.
I remember a dizzy floating feeling that left me feeling ill, and the roof of the shed suddenly became transparent and the sky a brilliant blue.
The effects were only supposed to be temporary... but something went wrong.
In the next scene, I was in a metalworking shop of some sort with a family I didn't know. I was holding a trophy or something for someone. A comment was made to the father of the family about me and the trophy I was holding, as if they didn't trust me and the trophy was someone else's. The father removed the trophy while I sat there dumbly. I felt trapped inside the body and could hardly do anything. There was an air of pity around me from the other people.
Eventually, I was in another part of the shop and I saw a trophy-like display for Blue's Nightclub (a roleplay group I used to be in), with a figure of Blue in the players art style on it. (As well as a mini-keychain looking item to the side)... the thing was really tacky.
Then I woke up... feeling sick.
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