Friday, December 24, 2004


A (ghetto wyoming? Idaho?)  campus/dorms setting where my cousin/Scorch (they seem to melt into one figure alot. O.o Even though they're nothing alike, all I can figure is that it has something to do with the two people I'm most attached to.) had a room.
I went to the room (it had a really spiffy clear/purple stain-glass door on it) and went inside for something. Inside there was a large toy (like a big, baby-type of Marble Works) And it had clear balls with Care bears inside that you sent through the set. I played with it for a bit, then left.
Later, Scorch, who happened to be a long-furred black cat, brought me a guinea pig. It was the most freakin' cute guinea pig I've ever seen!I was a dark black/rust mix and was so small and fluffy it was round.I pet it and it... well... "shed" into my sweater until there was only a bunch of fur left.I was miffed that it was gone and that my sweater had so much fur on it. But I was over it pretty quick.
Suddenly I was walking away from campus when suddenly I realized I had the schools walkie-talkie and phone with me.I was trying to find the office to return them when the phone suddenly rang.
I was like "What the crap do I do now?"So I answered it and clumsily (almost unsuccessfully) mumbled "This is the OWATC" (A tech school I went to for a time.)
Then I woke up.

Friday, December 17, 2004


I seem to have a dream setting of amusement parks alot.
But instead of trying to avoid someone, I was trying to follow them.
Why? I dunno. *shrugs*
This amusment park was like... gothic (not the stereotype) disneyland. It was all... woodwork and Masonry and... weird.

Then the usual second dream came, I can't remember the first part, but it ended up at some sort of Menagerie (with cages of exotic animals).
Two creatures (I can't remember exactly what, but a giant ferret comes to mind) got lose and... I think killed something.
I was somehow responsible for it. And now there were people after me.
I ran after the creature (not for capture, but rescue), it was across a desert landscape (all sand), until I suddenly fell into a pile of snow. It was in a running spring that stretched to a cliff. (The shape much resembling Canary Springs in yellowstone). Beyond the cliff was gray. Like a fog or something, but as I staggered closer to the water, I looked again beyond the cliff ledge, and now I could see a gorgeous ocean landscape that was stormy, grey, and cold, the waves were breaking on a mountain ridge lined with humongous clear crystals that were perfect, no flaws or anything.
I stood and stared at this scene for a while, and suddenly I was down on a beach away from the crystals, where I entered an Inn. There I found the religious people from the place I had fled, and approached the leader.
She reminded me of a gypsy or something.
She looked at me, about to say something, I think, Then I woke up.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Very vague memories of the last couple of dreams.
Night before last I was at a mall of some sort. REALLY FANCY.
And... uh... I was with a group. And we were walking around. Almost like Sneaking around.
There was a foreign guy with us (Think, The Terminal) and he started directing a play in the dream.
..I think we fell in love or something. O.o It was weird. The only other scene I remember is talking to him while laying in the back of a small blue pickup truck talking to him while the sun shown through the leaves overhead.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Well, this one starts out really really weird.
My mother is insisting that I go and get an interview at this store (I think it may have been shopko.) I was like "Why? I'm still waiting for a reply from the IRS job you made me apply for!"
Eventually, I ended up going anyway (No suprise there for those who know what a beast my mother can be.) We got there and my mother had to re-force me to go (as it would be in real life) then she told me that to get to the interview place I had to go outside and go twenty miles North.
Well, I got outside and thinking "She probably meant twenty feet, but I'll show her. This way I don't have to interview." And started walking the twenty miles, but going South.
Then, the parking lot was suddenly wet, and turning around, I used what little was left of the sunset to esablish the directions. Then started "hopping" back to the store (I was suddenly in one of those fleece outfits that have no feet openings in the bottom. And underneath I was wearing a bright blue fleece "footies" pajamas.)
~((This is where the dream "forks" and I somehow am dreaming two dreams at once. The mind works in strange ways....I'll post both below.))~

~I am Gray Girl~
Upon hopping back to the stores front, I find the store "under siege" by a combination of...Japanese Nazi's? I was taken under watch (Not exactly hostage for some reason...) in one of the front sliding door glass areas by one of these people.
Suddenly the dream changed scene and I was in a HUGE cave system. I was a "ghost", this role forced upon me by the earlier mentioned soldier.
There were people living/working in the cave.
The feeling of my role was often changing between good omen to sad feeling, often also scaring/drawing the people from areas so that the soldier could enter the area. I was almost feeling like a "pet" the soldier had taken up.
One of these times I was at the opening of the main area, to the side in front of the soldiers office, hiding behind two tall wastebins while watching people walk from the main cavern.
Suddenly a group came up the walk to the Soldiers office, for some reason I just couldn't move except to attempt to hide between the waste bins.
A young girl directed the groups attention to me, and they approached, with curioustiy and awe, I wanted to run. (waking point)

~At the Fair? (The other overlap of the dream)~
Hopping away from the parking lot, I was suddenly drawn towards a grassy hill. Then how I had gotten there "changed" to a scene in my mind of a white van and a white motel on the way. I was with a small group of boys (friends or Siblings, unsure) we walked about the area looking at the sparse booths and activities.
There was a Bachi Ball attraction and we watched them for a while, leaving me with just one boy my age from the aforementioned group. We wandered over towards a gift-item "cabin" where the younger boys had gone. we found a toy that was made from soft plastic/rubber that was a snake attached to a water pump. After pumping to get rid of air and build up pressure, the snake would "coil" and when you squeezed the pump it would "Strike". It was a rather fun little toy.
Then the dream changed and I was outside of a Disneyland gift shop with my cousin, when suddenly a large African-American lady stomped up to us and asked/accused us of eating her baby's food (which she was pushing in a tiny plastic stroller shaped like an orange crab, though we couldn't actually see the baby.)
We said no and when she wouldn't let up we asked her what the baby's food had been. She named two food items one being a fancy broiled fillet of fish, the other I am unsure. We said no, that we'd unfortunately been eating only fast food on this trip.
The lady finally seemed to believe me and gave me a bag filled with broccoli florets and a leaf of spinach (which I'm sure she pulled out of her dress). Walking away I started to eat some of the broccoli while my cousin expressed disgust at my doing so. I'm not even sure why. I don't know why I was eating them, I think it was to remain convincing to the lady while we were still in her sight. I thought that the broccoli would be gross and warm, But surprisingly they were crisp and fresh (though the spinach wasn't so nice, I didn't even bother touching it.)
As soon as we were around the corner I chucked the rest into a garbage can and we walked on.

Then the scenery changed again, we were at a mall and two girls from a store we passed accused my cousin of farting and said something to the effect of "you could at least make sure you're downwind when you do that".
Then we passed a Garfield store (EVERYTHING had Garfield on it)
We were looking at some bags/notebooks for some reason (even though I was like "Garfield, Bleah!") The themes of the bags were:  sand (blue liquid footprint, clear embossed hand print), sand with pony tail holders, Club Bag (gun erasers, chapstick pens, and pencils, fuzzy bag lining). Most were blue outside, yellow inside. ((Woke up))

Thursday, October 21, 2004

I was at a monastary or church of some sort (never been to one before. o.O But I'm sure I've visited this one in a dream before.)
I was going downstairs into the basement, there was a doctor there.
He was seeing a newborn and her mother, and for some reason I was in the room also. The newborn had a bad case of hives or something on the back of it's legs.

While the doctor saw to the baby, I was concerned about the dirt on my watch and a package I had, It wouldn't come off no matter what I did.
The doctor handed me a tiny toothbrush and paste, and I scrubbed at the watch and package with them. It worked wonders. (I wonder if that'd work on my real watch... :D )

The dream progressed and suddenly I was holding the baby while the doctor and mother talked. The baby was gorgeous and sweet natured, for some reason I felt sorry for it (focused around the mother, maybe she was slightly neglectful?) and found myself wishing I could take her.
Lots of bicycling (ya know, this is weird since it's been at least seven years since I've ridden a bicycle).
Down a city road. Stopped at work (only it was in a different spot in a completely different shop.) I had a coupon for $1.00 off of a lithium battery. So I grabbed a package and went to the front counter. Louis and Oswald (from the Drew Carey Show) were working there, only younger. I was like "Oh! They're working here again! That's great, I missed them!". I went to buy the batteries, but couldn't find them. I checked all of my pockets but they weren't anywhere.
All this time I had my bike with me. I left the coupon there and returned to riding my bike outside.
Suddenly the batteries appeared in the spokes of the front tire.
I wondered how they got there as I cycled down the road, then shrugged it off and kept riding. (It was a busy place, like new york or some other big city.)
There were alot of other cyclists, all riding in groups while trying to carry tons of unoccupied bikes with them.
I went into a sort of tower, riding/carrying my bike up stairs, seeing lots of people. At the top of the tower there was like, a school for making Rock and Roll wigs. I was thinking to myself that I should enroll so I could learn to make some cyber punk falls for myself.
Then I rode out of the dingy hallway and into a park-like setting that was rather nice.
Another work one, but it was a morph of my workplace and my grandmothers house. My boss was living in the attic (in the room where I usually stayed at in my grandmothers house.)
I was a small black cat hopping from one riser in the store to another. I was enjoying being able to move about so well. (Cats have all the fun! -_-)
Everything else is blurry, but then I remember being chased around by this "big" guy that I think knew I wasn't a normal cat.
Eventually I hid on the porch of the forementioned room where my boss was living, the guy spotted me and I jumped down and ran.

...then I think it changed to a dream where I was on a bicycle going down the dirt road(s) there, possibly with someone else.
I was at work, but there was a cash register in the back that I was using. I was helping a couple, but for some reason I was so tired that I couldn't remember how to do anything, the people I was helping were getting ticked off.
Suddenly everything changed and I was something like a supergirl, getting my powers tested by like a sorcerer or witch. I remember hovering upside-down in the air, rather enjoying myself.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

In one dream I was in a different place. I was a dancer or something, and there were a bunch of japanese business guys sitting in the crowd. I was really popular and as I went to sit in the crowd everyone was watching and I could hear whispers following my path.
I was suddenly approached by this kid that comes into the store all the time. He was holding acrylic paint and his hand (which is deformed) was normal. He asked me to help him get ready for something similar to a performance. I gladly said I'll help him but I took the paint and threw them away, saying I'd get him some real makeup.
Suddenly I was trying to apply eyeliner to my eyelids, but the pencil kept scratching me. So I decided to wet it a little to see if that made a difference.
It  melted the makeup out of the pencil and was all over the sink. Suddenly I took the melted makeup (using my finger) and applied it to my face. The simple makeup (brown, which I normally use) Turned into a silvery blue, suddenly I was in a very bright patriotic ensemble. Everyone thought it was gorgeous, I even had white "USA"'s written on the blue eye makeup. o_o;;

Then the dreams skipped around and I can't remember any except for two pieces.

One piece of dream I was trying to do something to my guild page (Except... it was alot cooler than the actual page), when suddenly I somehow accidently erased it. I hurried and set another up, it was totally different but awesome. I remember thinking "Now I need to reinvite everyone or they'll panic... They won't be able to find the normal one." And I remember that Misty was no longer an actual player but an entity from the computer world that appeared once in a while. At the time "static" appeared on my computer screen, and a glimpse of "her" (though she looked like an anime figure) appeared through the static once in a while.

Then I had a dream that I was somewhere (unsure, work enviroment?) and a family (possibly belonging to a co-worker) came in. The little girl (age...6? 8?) with white-blond hair came charging in rather pompously, grabbed a stockboy's hand, and said "I'm Sara, help me find (some other name of possibly another stockboy)".
Then I woke up because of the stupid telephone. *kills all phone solicitors*

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Can't remember the full dream. But I remember running around with some people dressed like they were out of some anime. I can only remember one name, sorta. It was either CloudFlurry or CloudFury. Seems more like the first one.
I probably would have remembered if I hadn't started thinking about work just as I woke up. It wasn't even anything worth thinking about at work.  So... Yes. Still trying to remember my dreams a little better.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

The first piece of dream, I was working in some weird store, almost like King's, but not as nice. (o.o And that's baaad.)Suddenly I was trying to help at the registers, but they were saying that girls weren't allowed to work on the second register. So I stood there, slightly confused and my feelings a little hurt. I remember seeing a fake tree a customer was buying and out-of-season Easter-toys (the stupid wind up ones, I organized them by color and the Geoscience lesson I'd had on polarity layers kept coming to mind because of the color pattern I'd arranged them in.) Suddenly, the Dream changed.

Scorch and I were in Idaho. We stopped at a Jake's Over the Top for shakes.
She ordered some random berry flavored shake. And I ordered some weird one with hot fudge in it.
While waiting for our shakes, the guy taking our orders suddenly asks to talk to me. So we find a booth, and I'm nervous because I'm wondering what I did.
Suddenly he asks me about working with some guy I'd never even heard of (The first name began with a "S" The last name with a "R") and I burst into tears, saying something about my Parents putting all this crap into my resumes and handing them out without my permission (Something they would do, and have done before. -_-  I finally put a stop to it.)
Suddenly the guy asks to go for a drive. Confused I say Okay, and we leave. (Poor Scorchie is supposedly left behind and I hope that she just drives home without waiting for me.)
So, we drive... and drive...and drive. Then we are in the Farr West area. (I'm still worrying about leaving poor Scorchie behind.)
He goes to turn around and I say "No, we're almost to my house, you can drop me off there." So he says Okay, and we suddenly take a turn down a road I'd never seen before.
There was a sign at the side of the road with an Eye on it and under neath the eye it said something to the effect that you can only enter the area if you are wearing clothing.
I'm all like "What the heck? Who would drive around without clothes??"
And the guy I was riding with replied, "Well my Brother is...you know. People these days."
We keep driving, and I see a rather big, poorly built cross at the side of the road (I'm not sure if it was a grave or what...).
Suddenly we're at my house. I'm downstairs, go upstairs, and see the guy about to leave. I ask him where he's going to go, he says something about a hotel for the night. I say that he should stay in our spare bedroom for the night.  Then I woke up with "Wake up Little Suzie" stuck in my head.

Monday, September 20, 2004

I had this dream while traveling through Idaho this weekend. I can't really remember much except that my Dad was suing my work over finding a staple in this roll of tape he had. Then I remember my boss placed a shopping cart next to me while I was working on something and walked away, then I looked over at it and saw a baby with dark skin and black hair with blond streaks. I picked the baby up thinking it must be my own, but then thought "No... this is a girl... my first baby's supposed to be a boy." I held the baby, unsure of what to do, then suddenly saw the new mother and her daughter walk up to me, I handed them the baby, a bit reluctantly, but I could see that she belonged with them.

I can't  remember anything after that... except, in a seperate dream, I vaguely remember seeing a man (who I'm sure I've never seen before.) but just seeing this man made me bolt upright in bed with my heart racing. I've never been scared like this before, the "waking Dream" from an earlier entry was scary, but I felt sheer terror this time. It wasn't the same as my waking dream.
One would think that I would be able to remember something that scared me that much a little better....

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

This is a sort of patchy dream, but here goes.
I remember I was somewhere with my aunt and uncle (Donnet and Sunny), I believe it wasa huge trailer with a whole bunch of little cousins that I'd never seen before. A young blond one said something mean about my brother and I turned to him and said something to the effect of "Shut up you stupid little brat!".
Then my aunt was glaring at me. (Which she has never ever done before, she's a very aimiable person.)

Then I was at work and caught a kid shoplifting (he was stealing slim-jims out of their can.)
Then I was suddenly at a strange house and on the top floor were rows of rooms with curtains for doors (like fitting rooms or such) and I was trying to figure out which one would be mine ( I was hoping it'd be close to my cousin/Scorch's room. That was weird, they were like, two people in one.) and thought I'd found my name on one of the signs on the door (it was scribbled in pencil very sloppily but for some reason I thought it was mine because it said 'Hermione' on it along with something else that I can't remember.)
I was looking through the other rooms as I went down the hall waiting for something and found a room that'd been made into a sauna. For some reason the thought/memory came to mind of being told about this room having been made into one after some pipes broke.
My aunt (Deb) came upstairs finally and my cousin/Scorch asked her which room was to be mine. Suddenly my aunt grabbed some blankets and told me (somewhere, I can't remember where, but the thought of a couch in the living room downstairs comes to mind). I was feeling grumpy because there were plenty of free rooms, I wanted to be with my cousin, and it just seemed that my aunt didn't like me very much.

Then I was suddenly at an odd building that was almost like a hotel. I was flying around and crawling along the ceiling that was painted like a sunset while the others were asleep (I have no clue who the 'others' were.) and suddenly three sisters(dressed like flashy eighties hookers or something) (who 'lived' there) came in. I was curious and followed them on the ceiling. Two went into the their room, the third started trying to catch me.
The mother came out of her room in the morning for breakfast (then there's a gap I can't remember) then I was at a range of some sort across the street, there were people wandering around and as I flew over a hill came upon their encampment.
Then I can't remember anything beyond that before I woke up.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

I remember I was trying to wake up, but was having a hard time. Eventually I dragged myself into the room where my dad was. I remember I was disappointed that he was home, so it was Friday, and I asked him if he was home today, he said yes and started telling me a bunch of chores to do. But I wandered back "up" to bed because I still couldn't wake up properly. (I say "up" because suddenly it was my grandmothers house instead of my own.)
I lay on my bed and people started appearing, acting as if I was famous or such. I sat up and more people were coming through a glass hallway that had suddenly appeared. In the commotion, something was suddenly wrong, and I was directing/forcing people out before an explosion happened.
Then I followed after making sure everyone was out.
There's a bit of dream I can remember after that. But then we were outside, there were fields and dusty streets and the sun was shining.
All of the people were following after me (not in a leader sort of way). And I made my way to a dusty part to cross the stream. I had someone stay to usher people across and then crossed myself, with my ....the only way I can think of it is Servant, but not quite. He had blond hair. Then I suddenly saw a beautiful green and white fish, swimming in the clear stream as I walked. I caught the fish using a line and hook only, pet it and then picked it out of the water to have the other person take the hook out. The fish remained calm and lingered as I put it back in the water, then slowly went under the water as I walked off. I had fish scales all over my arms that shimmered and I thought they were pretty.

Suddenly I had what I think was sunscreen, only it was a purple gel. I playfully balled it in my hands and threw a couple of piece playfully at the guy in front of me. ..then I think he threw them at someone behind me before I woke up.

(The dream had hints of feeling of a "submarine/hotel" dream I had once)

Friday, August 27, 2004

I was with my mother and we were walking around the base of Ben Lomond (a mountain in the area I live) There were alot less houses there and it was sunset. Looking up, there was an unusually thick gathering of clouds that were deep violet and pink in the sunset, then suddenly the middle of the clouds cleared to reveal "land". I stared at the barren looking ,frosty land floating above, though I was never able to figure out if it was a planet or a floating chunk of land because of the clouds around it.

My mother and I returned home and I asked my father something... suddenly he just started talking and talking... there was a knock at the door so I went and answered it.  There was a man there and I invited him inside where he started saying something about my father and I relating to the "land" I had seen. Saying something to the effect that we had been sent here for a reason.
My dad was oblivious and still talking about what he had been earlier with no pause.

The man said I was supposed to go with him. I told him that I remember nothing about that land or being sent here,
"Good, thats what our memory is supposed to do." He said.
He then handed me a bundle of clothes containing sweaters (which were really soft but were in colors like pink, aqua, and yellow) and then we went into the back bedroom (which had a desk I had never seen before, but never noticed in the dream) and he opened the closet and took out my really heavy yellow coat, looking it over as if to determine if it was warm enough. Then he left while I was getting dressed and the room changed (without my notice again) to be wood-paneled and a new window opening to the porch with the blinds down where I could make out that the man was sitting on the porch stairs.

Suddenly the mans brother walked past him saying something. He was a rather energetic person with a cheerful personality. I was trying to get my pants on when he tried to come bursting happily through the door, but I was right next to the door so I threw my weight against it while hurrying to get my pants on, unfortunately his fingers were slammed in the door.
I felt really bad and as soon as I was finished dressing opened the door and was apologizing. I remember taking his hand to make sure it was okay, and he sat there looking at me like a long lost friend. And I was blushing like crazy because on top of that he was really cute.
Then I woke up. *pout*

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Waking Dreams- Agressive spirit?

The first Dream : I remember someone was trying to either threaten or convince me about something (or both) in a dark dingy place.
Then suddenly someone said "Oh yeah? Look at your cat!"
I then really DID wake up and looked at the foot of my bed where my cat was sleeping, suddenly he mumbled and growled in his sleep, and ran out of my room with a hiss. I spent the rest of the time with my blankets wrapped around me until sunrise it scared me so bad... then they came back.

The second Dream: This time I felt it more than heard it. I was scared and something made me wake up. I'm not even sure this one was a dream. But I woke up and the feeling of something... bad... was outside my windows.
Then I heard Drumming... three beats, pause... three beats... pause...
it continued until about four in the morning. My cat (strangely) stayed by my side and stared at the window with his ears flat.

There was a week or so inbetween these events... Nothing's happened since... but I can't be sure that it's finished.
If it does happen again I'll probably have my room blessed, thats the only idea I have. I'm wondering if I've got some ticked off spirit after me... though I can't think of any reason why I'd have ticked one off.
I do have a little 'sensitivity' when it comes to ghosties, but it's never been anything more than a glimpse or a chill... with exceptions I guess.
I was in a neighborhood that I've no clue where it was. In a 'garage livingroom' with a group of people who I've never seen before... I think it was a church-related group though... almost like a boyscouts meeting but... not.. with both genders.
As time went on suddenly they all acting really weird... and looking outside the open garage door I saw a flying machine with car tires built into the bottom in an odd (and unusable) manner while there were metal orbs floating unnattached at the bottom also.
The top was also metal and boxy. There were no windows or anything that I could see and I was sure that it wasn't from earth.

Suddenly nearly everybody wandered off and disappeared and my family showed up in an old subaru (we've never had one like it) and parked it in the room which was now just a garage with a concrete floor not a living room.

My family was also under the control and they went into the unfamiliar house I was at and then came out and continued acting strangely while I tried to make them stop by grabbing they're sleeves and talking/yelling. But it failed. Then when I was half awake (half-dreaming?) They had also disappeared and I was looking out the door of the house onto the empty street.

Saturday, March 6, 2004

One, I was in a castle trying to go to the bathroom (there was more to the dream before... but... I canna remember.) But this girl and the 'Prince's' butler-type person kept coming in and bugging me.

Then after I finally managed to go... I was playing with this rat in a room of it's own (stone with a glass door. But with sawdust and rodent toys). She was really glossy and healthy. Also very friendly. She belonged to the prince.

Then I met the prince... and.. uh... I really can't remember much. I think we went and hung out. Then we were back at the castle and he gave me a key, bronze and very ornate with a pale aquamarine jewel embedded in it. It game in a blue glass box with the same metal. then I woke up.

Thursday, February 12, 2004

All I remember is getting bitten in various spots by alligators. But it wasn't painful or harmful, and I would playfully push them away. Then the alligators scene turned into a guy in front of a monitoring station (screens and such) who said something, like testing something, I said something back, like in agreement, and then I was back in the alligators again. One was biting my bottom.

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Um.... dream about being at an amusement park.
In one attraction... Orlando bloom was in a glassed booth drawing pocahontas sketches. I was curious but reacted about the same as I think I would if I met him in person "Hey, thats Orlando Bloom...... Where're the rides?"

Then I was in a restaurant with my friend Scorch. We looked at the boothes (lightaqua green vinyl w/pine colored wood.)  then looked at a screen that told how busy the rides were. We saw one that we really wanted to go to was hardly crowded and decided to go.
It was a bit more crowded when we got there. And people were in various Mascot costumes while waiting.
The ride was a treehouse. But when you got up there it was a water ride where you rode on little foam boards onto a stream. (no waterfall... which is odd because it was in a treehouse...) Scorch never got to the top I don't think. But I did, instead of riding the river I went across it and sat in a little area where a 'host' gave me a clipboard and cards just like in inventory at my work. But it was for investigating my dreams.
So... thinking about reading my dreams within a dream... odd.